A New Year

"Are you upset little friend? Have you been lying awake worrying? Well, don't worry.. I'm here. The flood waters will recede, the famine will end, the sun will shine tomorrow, and I will always be here to take care of you." - Charlie Brown to Snoopy

Of monsters in my head

“Once upon a time a boy and a girl fell in love and they didn’t live happily ever after” 

I think sometimes we forget that we don’t live in a fairytale. We read quotes and listen to songs for some kind of hope that maybe one day things will be perfect. But you don’t need that. You don’t need false hope or empty promises; just live your life and make it your own kind of perfect

It's gonna take some time

" The most interesting thing about a heart transplant is that one completely loses their own heart and be replaced with someone else’s, yet still has the feelings for the same person they love. This proves that love works in the minds of people and not in their hearts. Bottom line is that, love is a state of mind. You’ll learn how to forget only if you try doing so. However after meeting you that is a state of mind I'll never forget and I don't want to ever forget your beautiful mind "

6-oh-9-oh12

And I left the place with no regrets.

Its been two long years. The same two years that has last left me part ways from the guy that first made this blog. I wish I can tell every part of my journey in that two years in words over here but there is too much that has happened over the past, that has gotten me stronger and also more responsible. I cannot say that I A's every challenge that came through me during my National Service, but I know things happen for a reason. And during those days, I learnt how to fire a gun, how to take down an oppressor without hitting back, how to use a handcuff, how the court of law works and the list goes on. Without realising, I am already stepping into the real world. The world of survival of the fittest. The world of filled with cruelty and hate, but at the same time, kindness and joy. How and where I am going to next? I have no clue. So only hope that I can have the deed to write once again in this nostalgic blog..and once again keep up with me in my life. No matter how hard life may be.

(speaking of fittest, I ought to be ashamed to let it out that my fitness level has gone down, terribly down)

Just one

and 1 girl can make you feel whole again.